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Why we are back
I don't know why but as long as I have been alive, I have wanted nothing else but to be in love. This inherent desire to fall in love has always been extremely unbearably intense.
I don't want to explore my past too deeply but by nature I am shy. I attribute this to several factors the most major being I'm from a small town, and I was miserable there. It was predictably mundane and the stereotypical rural area. Additionally, I just didn't relate to anything that anyone was passionate about. I was bitter about it back then but I should have been more accepting of my differences with everyone in the area. But things seem easier and more obvious in retrospect.
Didn't have alot of friends back in the day, a few really good ones, but I was mostly a loner. Never liked sports which was what high school is all about. I spent alot of time shopping, I watched alot of movies, listened to alot of music, and played alot of video games, and of course this only hurt me and turned me abit anti-social and escapist.
In any case, I became tired of being alone I reached out for something to help me cure my loniliness. I discovered and joined a secret underground community devoted to becoming more attractive to the opposite sex and started learning the art of seduction. It was a lot of fun. I know what your thinking... Its alot of pickup lines that are cheesy, creepy, and try-hard. There are no pickup lines though. All it was was a mixture of self-help, eastern philosophy, and modern psychology. The information they give is surprisingly counter-intuitive.
I will give you an example... If you are nice to someone, they will be nice to you back? Right? Wrong... If you are nice to someone, they will probably wonder why your being nice to them. Most likely they will think you probably want something from them otherwise what are your motives to being nice? Theres a nice little quote that describes this phenomenon. "No good deed goes unpunished."
The media seems to be really conservative when potraying relationships. For some reason, the shy nice kid always gets the hottie who is dating the jerk jock. But this never really happens, its just a Cinderella story, but a believable one that many men fall into (I did before I joined the seduction community). The shy nice kid in real life is considered creepy and usually ends up getting taken advantage of...
Anyways, I joined the community and started having a blast because I became more outgoing, social, and fun. I always felt like everyone in high school was having sex all the time and I always envyed the guys with the girlfriends. Now I was, in my mind catching up to all of them...
I was obsessed with this stuff. All I wanted to do was go out and meet women... Period.
I originally started doing it to find true love. I met what I thought was my first love (I was trying to reach for love) and she broke my heart after a month or so...
After that it was over, I didn't want to love anyone ever again... Women were bitches, cheaters, and sluts.
So I started to go out to meet women religiously. It was intoxicating.
I don't want to explore my past too deeply but by nature I am shy. I attribute this to several factors the most major being I'm from a small town, and I was miserable there. It was predictably mundane and the stereotypical rural area. Additionally, I just didn't relate to anything that anyone was passionate about. I was bitter about it back then but I should have been more accepting of my differences with everyone in the area. But things seem easier and more obvious in retrospect.
Didn't have alot of friends back in the day, a few really good ones, but I was mostly a loner. Never liked sports which was what high school is all about. I spent alot of time shopping, I watched alot of movies, listened to alot of music, and played alot of video games, and of course this only hurt me and turned me abit anti-social and escapist.
In any case, I became tired of being alone I reached out for something to help me cure my loniliness. I discovered and joined a secret underground community devoted to becoming more attractive to the opposite sex and started learning the art of seduction. It was a lot of fun. I know what your thinking... Its alot of pickup lines that are cheesy, creepy, and try-hard. There are no pickup lines though. All it was was a mixture of self-help, eastern philosophy, and modern psychology. The information they give is surprisingly counter-intuitive.
I will give you an example... If you are nice to someone, they will be nice to you back? Right? Wrong... If you are nice to someone, they will probably wonder why your being nice to them. Most likely they will think you probably want something from them otherwise what are your motives to being nice? Theres a nice little quote that describes this phenomenon. "No good deed goes unpunished."
The media seems to be really conservative when potraying relationships. For some reason, the shy nice kid always gets the hottie who is dating the jerk jock. But this never really happens, its just a Cinderella story, but a believable one that many men fall into (I did before I joined the seduction community). The shy nice kid in real life is considered creepy and usually ends up getting taken advantage of...
Anyways, I joined the community and started having a blast because I became more outgoing, social, and fun. I always felt like everyone in high school was having sex all the time and I always envyed the guys with the girlfriends. Now I was, in my mind catching up to all of them...
I was obsessed with this stuff. All I wanted to do was go out and meet women... Period.
I originally started doing it to find true love. I met what I thought was my first love (I was trying to reach for love) and she broke my heart after a month or so...
After that it was over, I didn't want to love anyone ever again... Women were bitches, cheaters, and sluts.
So I started to go out to meet women religiously. It was intoxicating.
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